What should life be like? To you and me, the image projected on your mind right now, is different.

Of course, it should be anyway. Shouldn't it be just smooth and all good? Or you just need to be warm and fed. How sarcastic, when people is dying away because of random diseases, I am worried about failing my test.

I enjoy life, in fact, I do. It is just I don't know how to appreciate how lucky I am.

I apologize to myself, I don't purposely think negatively because I am.

Sometimes, it is pretty worthless and pointless, every task we attempted.

So, why Bother doing good? Who cares after 10 years you passed away? Just because it is the life we suppose to rely on, or you believe in fate? Or your existence is totally depending on the other individuals, trying hard to achieve expectation of theirs. How pathetic. Yes, I shall bestow this phrase to myself.

I want to quit, if it is possible.

One month since Valentine's day, which is quite a harsh period of time for me..

Struggling upon the mud of time management, soak by the slacker habit.

just. couldn't.

easy to say, hard to do.

I get knocked out when the temptations appear. How could I just surrender like that?

That easily... doesn't sounds like the original 'me'.

I say to IT ` i'm disappointed.

IT says` so do i. and asked what is going on? I feel the blindness in your heart?

I say` aww, how sad.

As if I, myself wasn't the one who is having the problem.

I'm too optimistic, over-confidence.

I love crosses, I always do... the intersection between horizontal and vertical lines.

The conflict between everything, the only different is the vector, isn't?

That is the only difference between human too.

My destiny. Your destiny. Our destiny.

We might be involved in someone destiny in some sort of random way.

I am not quite sure why I am saying that but I just want you all to know...

Everyone is important in other life cause each individuals are valuable.

Unless you look down upon yourself, unless you try to do something harmful to others.

Unless you get possessed by the evil spirit. . .

But god will forgive you anyway if you confess, that is what you thought.

Sometimes, things just doesn't turn into the right way when you think it will or it is going to be.

So, be good, be good to everyone, be an important and helpful individuals in everyone's journey.

No matter how short is your visit, it might turned up to be the turning point of that person.

You might have done something great in your lifetime without you yourself realize.

Don't turn away when there is problems, face it unless you will regret.

Choose and observe wisely, every single details that can help you in cleaning up of that obstacles.

And, try your very best. Old fashioned but useful.

oh, by the way... I think we ROCKED in the chapel XD DIDN'T we? (go! ave, sam, karina!)

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ViNCENt