A.N.JELL







xk.

Scarlet scar

when the blood shed on the gray path.

i wish to see you one last time.

struggling between laugh and tears. 

chain to this endless cycle. 

it is hell when you say nothing at all.

because i am deeply troubled by your sweet revenge.

it is heaven when you say nothing at all.

because i am deeply intoxicated by your sweet smile.

your eyes never fall on me. never. 

overwhelmed by darkness.

i open my eyes for one last time.

blinded by the sunshine.

is that you? 



xk.

SIGH

Picture Perfect Love

by m-flo feat. MONKEY MAJIK


All that time that you were standing by my side
She's that picture-perfect kind
I can't believe I was so blind
Do you remember that time, you know I stepped across that line
I made you cry and that's my crime
I wish that I could just rewind

It's the evening and you've been complaining
About our situation and all my deceiving
I know that everything's going SLOW
And if you wanna feel better I can tell ya that it's gonna be great
yeah it's gonna be good
OH-OH-OH but I would be lying to you

But these days I'm changing
Meeting new faces
How am I supposed to be
And my feelings for you seem to be changing
Looking back don't look back on me

When I RUN I gets NOWHERE
Because your love is on my mind and I can't let go BABE
When I HIDE she finds me still
I never should have let her into my LIFE but she came saw and
Conquered it. EVERY part of me LEFT
When you settled out that's REALITY just settled IN
Of course I tried to BATTLE IT, TACKLE IT. when PROBLEMS got out of HAND
ESTABLISHING the BEST from the situation THAT I'M IN
Couldn't BELIEVE that it could END
If LOVING YOU IS WRONG. I don't want to be RIGHT is that a SIN?
Your name is tattooed on my heart IT'S PERMANENT
Your voice keep loopin my mind I SAMPLED IT
The TRACK I'M IN/SHACKLES ME can't get out If I can PICK
All the TRICKS to make it RIGHT once AGAIN
You know that's like trying to make SODOM and GOMORRHA IMMACULATE
TO make us 2 come together's MIRACULOUS

Yeah dawg you said it and I really think
You meant it I've been through it
All before and I'm about to get in it again,
Whats happenin' making new friends
Hoping it don't come to an end and in the meantime
I will show you what I mean
Let's think of it another way.
Everything we do and say.
Defines who we are as we live out each day
What we did was wrong at the time
But it helps us go back and rewind.
It's a mistake, but it ain't no crime
kasanari au no sa
tsumari sore ga ai

I said good bye
I didn't know
That it would all turn out this way
But now I know
I realize
And I can learn from my mistakes

But these days I'm changing
Meeting new faces
How am I supposed to be
And my feelings for you seem to be changing
Looking back don't look back on me



xk.

for the past week, i m in ct for like 4 days XD lol~ so the day b4 yest, accompanied mama*her friend for a GROCERY shoppin session... and mama is like... "haiz, xiong, y u always stare at the ceilin of the shops?" [dont get it? nvm XD]




yest~ accompanied mama again for her RED accessories*shoes shoppin... lol~ she ends up with a pair of BLACK shoe hohohoo [k needs to take a partial responsibility~ i did persuade her hahaha~] anyway~ had lunch in jaws~ me*mama is quite scary... in fact~ we finished 10 plates of random sushi in less den half an hr~ sighhh....



had BBT again... [i m srs, bbt for 4 days as well... sigh...] k decided to be BRAVE and try some other flavour~ so k ends up with a OOLONG milk tea... sigh.... [no image needed coz it looks exactly the same as winter love~] but it tasted RADICALLY diff~! sigh x 2...

so we went to harbour town... hv a walk around... dragged by mama basically... she started panicking when she didnt get all the stuff she wants lol XD

oh here is a funny story i wanna tell... so this is wat happened...

originally, we were goin to take bus route A back home~ however when we reached the bus stop, bus route A is not there. in fact, we dun even noe where it is. after a while, we decided to take bus route B. since we need to wait for another half an hr~ mama decided to go around and eat ice cream in mcd~ k decided to sit down and wait for mama~ after few minutes, dere is a bunch of youngsters sittin around k, k is like the INTRUDER basically lol~ [not my fault lah plz~ i sat down FIRST man~] this is wat k heard~

guy O: hey, is she ur friend?
guy P: NO! wat the xxxx~
guy O: why is she sittin dere den?
guy P: i dunno! mayb she dun understand english~
guy O: she shouldnt be there man~
guy Q: since she is stil sittin dere, she is pretty brave man~
guy O: tell her to go away!

den mama came~ so k leave hahahhahha~ k dun understand english ey [dis is PARTIALLY TRUE! since k is such a fob XD rappin=rapin lol] after dat, k told mama the whole story~ this is our convo~

k: aiyor! i m so damn brave hahahhaha~ [self obsessed laugh... sigh]
mama: wat part of it is brave? [indifferent]
k: I M BRAVE lahh i tell u! if i got pissed and all dat after a while, i ll turn bk and yell at them or bang the table huahuahauahua~ [too absorbed to her own lala world]
mama: actually u noe wat, if u did dat... u wont be eatin dinner at my house tonight [calm]
k: YORR! i wont lah~ u can call ambulance for me haha~ actually if dat happen, u guys wont be eatin dinner at ur house as well~ coz u guys ll be visitin me in RPH~ hahahhaa~
mama: i think i ll juz go bk by myself, u can hv fun [^_________^ evil!!!]
k: ok lohh... i ll call ambulance in advance and if i didnt get hit~ i ll ask the ambulance ppl to send me home cause mama abandoned me and throw all her shoppin bags to me [T__________T]
mama: [=_____________= ''' speechless~]


this is only part of the convo lol~ dere is stil MANY more interestin one [we re juz a bit too crazy... XD]
after dat~ both of us REACHED home SAFELY~ and k ate dinner at mama's house lol~


u guys noe mooncake fest right? pretty sure u do lahh~ we celebrate it with CANDLES, LANTERNS * MOONCAKES~ mayb picnic? lol~




how many years hav passed since the last time i play around with LANTERNS? hahahahha~ i dunno ey~ to be honest XD another interestin fact~ the picnic cloth is actually mama's house TABLE cloth~ hahhaha~ hv a LONG LONG LONG chat with mama*her friend~ [mayb i ll stop the "her friend" thing... i ll go with names now~] correction: hv a LONG LONG LONG chat with mama*siaw chin~ hahahahaaa~

pickin up milady san in ONE hour time XD  it is UNIMAGINABLE lol~ anyway~ lookin forward to our KEYBOARD PERFORMANCE tonight! of coz~ and the STEAMBOAT =) [no food no life ey!]


sincerely,
xk. crazy xiong2~

Study week




sincerely,
xk. the xtraordinarily out of order*funnniest person in the world (not)