Valentine's Day`

Let's dance,

Right in front of the Inferno Square.

We are definitely familiar to the steps,

Our soul is the perfect match.

It is the evidence of our commitment,

The Waltz of Crimson.

I saw butterflies surrounding me,

The shadow of my infatuated look，

Reflected in your ruby eyes.

Tears rolling down on your dark red cloak,

Your smile,

as beautiful as the poppy flower,

it is addictive as it usually be.

Couldn't survive without the illusion.

I couldn't imagine I will meet you somewhere,

In the reality.

You are my final fantasy.

ViNCENT

What a long day, seating on the reddish chair, there was a dude, kept talking, explaining, questioning and showing us, all about motivation.

I am pretty uncomfortable, it is not that the speech or presentation is not good enough, in contrast, it is pretty witty, how sweet. However, my back was hurting like hell, the whole morning... I try to scream or like just walk away from the PAC as if I really don't care. I really do, yes, I don't care!

No one can help, it's not that everyone surrounding you have professional medical experience, or any super power for healing others. I try to distract myself from smiling, talking, even walking around just as normal as I could, could I remain in this state until 3.30? I don't know.

I did take this health problem seriously, I have got medical checked-up and X-ray. During that period of time, I won't even react, I'm half-deaf, half-blind... I don't want to know anything, any other extra stuff that will add additional pressure to me, even smiling is so damn hard. I was depressed, seriously, it is not like kids blaming for toys and stuff, I know it.

My mind suddenly cast back to the time while I worked in RPH, as a pharmacy assistant, I helped around different department. There was one very special session which I get to checked up the patients in ED, ICU... Most of them, were serious injured, as you can imagine. But then, when you actually saw them, you will get reminded how lucky you are, right here, right now, still healthy. There are still heaps of chance for you out there.

My pain is NOTHING, really, compare with them, I learned how to tolerance, how to control myself, be strong.

Oh, by the way, I found one of the quote exceptionally meaningful through the presentation.

"Watch your thoughts, they become words.
Watch your words, they become actions.
Watch your actions, they become habits.
Watch your habits, they become character.
Watch your character, it becomes your Destiny."

by Frank Outlaw

ViNCENt

Overwhelmed by homework, as usual, I still slack around, browsing unprofitable websites, forums. I have to admit, including Blogger... kinda sarcastic, isn't true?

However, you know, majority of the human beings are just lack of self-control, as ave has always reminded me.

Therefore, this evening I am trying not to upset myself again, by sleeping at 02.00 am 4 days in a row if today is going to be it.

I guess what I am doing right now, is just recording my mind technically with words and phrases. When time pass by and some days I will find it interesting to read myself in the past.

Life is all about enjoy yourself in the meantime when you are suffering, there isn't any happiness when you don't even know what sorrow taste like. Life will be like a cup of plain water, emptiness in the air will invade.

One of my friend, she used to tell me that, the darkness of depressing, is always being contrasted with the brightness of thrilling. So that we all know how to treasure the precious moment when happiness dropped by.

Feel free to involved yourself into excitement, there is nothing can stop you from flying through the wings of freedom. No matter how many times you failed, or messed up with it, try it again, just do it.

I always tell myself, never regret with any choices, even if it is wrong, how do you even know it after all? It might be the consequences of the right way in reverse.

~ daily news

Maths, maths, science, science, and Science again.

Can't be bothered but it is pretty speechless when choices you made doesn't seem to be the perfect solution for yourself. Must bare with it, that is what my bossy little spirit.

Not fine, but okay.

And, happy birthday to the Princess of Heart, Mandy. We will definitely, never ever upset you no more.

luv
ViNCENt

Once in a Blue Moon, it is a brand new classic for 2007.

Being blue, I hope it isn't a bad starting after all. It isn't? Or it's?

'Beyond blue, there is still hope and love.', that is one of the quote I saw on an advertisement car. Sometimes, beyond blue, there is suicidal and torment... endless... we could never imagine.

I'm finding turning point, desperately. That's all life is about, reversing the fate.

The sin you have created, the estrangement of God. Desire to be forgive~

ViNCENt