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Totally Captivated.

Hey =)

Officialy 18 years and one day old now? lol. yea. dont be too accurate. made me sounds so damn old =p

overall... it is an ABSOLUTELY interesting birthday.

to be honest, i hvnt been celebrating it on the ACTUAL date for quite a while...ermm...

so. wat actually happened? ermmm. let's hav a look...

received heaps of sms during midnight ^______^ thx guys. oh and my reply apparently woke ppl up hee... forgive me lol ~ i m juz tryin to be FRIENDLY&POLITE LAHHH~ =)

drove to uni in the morn [althou i m 18 adi. still.. T____T ... stupid drivin centre] anyway. maths lec. we hv this whole hr of watever hyperbolic function differentiation thing... plus some extremely advance L'hospital stuff~ [srsly! last lecture b4 finals... god, shouldnt it be revision? oh~ and sum ppl yelled "shutup!", it is hell noisy dere... ahh poor lecturer~]

and. shan couldnt find her car lol~ oh~ and thx to fran's HUGE contribution [aka~ standing in the middle of EMPTY parking spot. for ur info, the probability of finding an empty parkin spot in curtin 12 pm is approaching ZERO INFINITELY] ~ i managed to find a carpark dat is NOT on the sand =)

ermm. and i was REALLY rEALLy... like SERIOUSLY SURPRISED. A.S. ROCKS!
★SHAN: lol~ i really wanna hav that 3 in 1 thing! srsly, we re gonna make this WISH comes true somedays! mayb next yr? anyway~ we SHOULD SING! enjoy the rhythm of LIFE lol we can still SING till drop even it is not our birthday right? =p
★JUDE: i hope in the future~ we can stil walk past that lil grassland in front of lib every monday saying that "oh! i can't believe this is XX years (preferably 3? lol] XX months already~" and then exclaimed a bit and dreams about FUTURE LIFE {preferably some ferrari & bungalow in front of swan river? nah~ the 2nd one sounds lame~ hahhaha~)
★FRAN: hahha~ getting partners ey lol~ how bout u fran? any AIM now? mayb our suggestion last time? (you know what i mean as well loll wink wink) yea~ i hope WE ALL can GRADUATE together! and be ACCREDITED lol~ so much bout 65&73~ the MAGICAL NUMBERSSS ey =p all the best to ur studies as well ^ ^
★JOorANNE?: jkjk~ my cuurenntly BL mate~ HAHHAHAA. OMG! come to think of age that starts with a 2! so SCARY ToT i m horrified lol i hope we can find our PERFECT SEME b4 dat {preferably somebody like MOOKYUL~!}~ should travel to JAP lah~ ! go to those butler cafe and u noe... {whisper: STALK!} hahah~ i m pretty sure our years will be SHARED&FILLED with FUN&LAUGHTER with all those... ehem {you know wat i mean? of course you do lol =p} Ps; finished TC! GOD! i m stil totally CAPTIVATED >.<
★★AND! THX for THE WATERMELON?(erm yea not food i realised =)) & OHHH! my ROSY GREEN BEAR! & I LOVE THE CARD as well~ ps:/ the bear is on my lap now ^ ^

after my lil econ tut T_____T yea i was hell stressed the whole week becoz of my assignment >____< { i think i TOLD EVERYONE basically}
went to fetch chyi. hahhaha. come to think of the cake we bought. oh wel =p FOOD is the RULE of THUMB.

anddd.... my lovely PENRHOSIAN camee =p i actually hv a very nostalgic feeling bout this cooking... party? {ermm.. lol} althou i hv already been FORCED to hv a SPEECH lol~ i stil want to write stuff down. it is juz dat. i dun feel very natural in front of cameras =p as you know, i m a stalker~ the ones behind the camera ^ ^
★AV: the one who actually successfully persuaded me to hv this thing. you know, srsly, i feel thankful. i will actually feel regretful later on if i actually didnt have it. yes. so thankyou. once again. thanks for helpin me for the past 3 yrs in high school. never hesitate to come to me if you any problem ok? [u noe i m a good listener~ not necessarily a good advisor lol~ with those crappy english~ haha]^ ^
★JAC: hahaa. jac u re really interestin friend to have (in a positive way lahh) =p hahah dont kill me for that. i like the way you always tell ur true feeling and never hide it in front of ur friends ~ {ahh~ except the first DECEIVING impression dat SOMEONE gave me hoho ^ ^ }thx for drivin me almoz everywhere b4 me passin my test lol (ahh, this is goin to take a while~ onegaishimasu~ i need ur HELP in the FUTURE as well lol)
★LOZ: emmm. SM buddy in chem&phys ^ ^ TAEMIN is stil my FOREVER YUNHANAM FAV!!! {ehem~ reminds me of dat photo u told me... SOOCUTE!} forgive me for mentionin the evil stares in the vid lol~ but dat is like ur label hahhaha~ oh~ i suddenly recall the 2STEPS19 thing~ haha~ good time in introcalc~ and~ somedays we should review the dance vid {you noe wat i mean hahhaha} yea? =p {i was juz briefly skimming at it~ almoz fell from the chair... too much of laughing!} never be BI-AISED =p [i think we create too many random names e.g. BO! huhu]
★LEEN: we hv kinda been like... phys tut buddy? lol~ althou it doesnt last very long~ hahahha~ but stil, u noe, actually after those bus rides~ i wasnt afraid of takin bus anymore! so, leen, u gave me a chance to experience the OUTSIDE world ^_______^ oh~ all the best for gettin rid of dat person yea =p always call me in the holiday if u need some PRO-stalker to stalk him ~
★VERN: AWW~ my one and only m'sia buddy in penrhos!! hhahhaa~ u re always so caring to all ur friens =) stil rmb how u and jac came over to my house b4 TEE lol~ as wel as those time after our LAST TEE EXAM! dat was heaps of fun~
★JAZZ: my 1st ever buddy in penrhos =) always the motherly, innocent one ^ ^ jazz, u re such a nice person. you always bring heaps of laughs to our group~ even after u leave penrhos~ we miss you all the time ^ ^
★MANDY: ^ ^ althou we dun really talk a lot~ but~ thx for comin as well~~ the potatoes taste nice =)
★★AND! THX for all the FOOD and stuff you guys prepared~ i m really sorry dat i m actually not a very good host~ hahaha~ but i hope you guys enjoy the night in ur own way ^ ^ *90degrees bow* [i guess the koreanboys vid is the ultimate highlight~ rape my thighs hahaHA]

emm, and.. quite surprisingly. the "party" actually ends at bout 3am =p HA HA HA~ but it is cool thou. i definitely love the whole midnight talk thing ^_____________^

finally,
★san: i do really look forward to next yr, when all 3 of us are here on my birthday =)[yea... mayb i should include papa now as well? lol] i'll always take care myself so don't worry too much. i m at least 18 now ey. lol. and... finally, mylady~ hope you can take good care of urself b4 comin here, promise me yea?
★chyi: u re welcome, dont need to thx me la~ u work very hard to get use to here as well ^ ^ weiii~ wat do u mean by the ballet class thing lol~ look at papa la! who ll believe dat papa went to ballet class b4 hahahhaah~ i m far more better den papa lol! 12 YEARS. srsly. i hv known you for 2/3 of my life, wow. heehe~ i m not so sure bout the adorable, nice friend bit lol~ but i ll try hard to become ur adorable, nice xiongxiong la [i actually like this name a lot hahahha~] the other thing dat i m really amazed of is, out of this 12 yrs. we actually never argue with each other b4 =) just like wat you said, somehow we just understands each other too well, i guess? ^ ^ THANKS for everything, literally everything. i just, cant really find a real definition for everything... too much to be included. i wish you happily forever after with PAPA ^___________^ [i still want BERITA TERKINI!!!]



★★★ ALL THE BEST TO ALL of MY LOVELY FRIEND =)



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Posted on 18:29 by l'Cie and filed under , | 2 Comments »

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step&go.

we gonna step&go to brand new story.
-arashi.,

i ll step&go.

into this brand new story, carrying fragments from the past.

i ll not forget a single thing, and so i ll treasure what i have now.

until today, i finally realized that i ll never manage to forget that smile.

i won't. i decide to bring it along with me.

i ll turn the tears of agony into tears of happiness.

tomorrow, i ll smile freely. once again.



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Posted on 16:40 by l'Cie and filed under | 0 Comments »

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Bloody Monday.

Finally.. gosh. i m serious.

ALL WHITE DAY. THE VERY BEST LUCK to EVERYONE including me myself.

oh. yesterday, oh more accurately, one hour ago. it was the BUZIEST DAY out of my whole life. NOT A SINGLE second of resting. i guess part of it is my fault.

3 assigns 1 test due this week, 2 assigns 1 test today. =) plus i finish dat other one... few days ago. why bother? i dun understand either. guess i juz prefer MATHS over ECON =)

anyway. try to work on SPSS now. oh 2NE1 rocks ^ ^

thx to;

mydad&bro: for tolerating my bad mood for this few days
fran: listen to my endless blames and RERreerecheckin my econ for multiples time~ *HUGS*
av: ahh! the QUEEN of PROOFREADING! i dunno how to express myself properly right now... that is understandable.. it is midnight 1 am now.
jun: haaha.. wel he wouldnt see this blog anyway.{hopefully not... if not... A.S. ll be in big trouble lol} thx for sharing HEAPS of IDEAS.

YES. and i finally FINISH ECON ASSIGNMENT ^ ^ the day b4. yes.

anyway. gotta head off to my lil SPSS experiment.

strongly recommend this book - The Confessions of Max Tivoli. =) althou i read it in chinese ver, but i think eng ver ll be good as well? {duh... it is translated from english anyway lol}

haiihaii... ja.



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秘密。

这是“龌龊”而“神圣”的存在。

最常与两种叫做“无可告人”,“回忆”的东西有瓜葛。

它非常喜欢与“伤痛”做朋友。

它隐居于人类的“心”里。潜伏于永无止尽的“黑暗”中。

它是“弱点”的化身,时不时与自己的主人进行“危险”的对话。

它可以是罂粟,在野丛里尽情而随意地“盛开”。

“血红”而艳丽地让人无法直视,却在同时“诱惑”着人类的“堕落”。

吾爱,是什么让它变得如此妖冶致命?

不。我们根本不需要答案。它蛰伏于每个灵魂深处。



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