What should life be like? To you and me, the image projected on your mind right now, is different.

Of course, it should be anyway. Shouldn't it be just smooth and all good? Or you just need to be warm and fed. How sarcastic, when people is dying away because of random diseases, I am worried about failing my test.

I enjoy life, in fact, I do. It is just I don't know how to appreciate how lucky I am.

I apologize to myself, I don't purposely think negatively because I am.

Sometimes, it is pretty worthless and pointless, every task we attempted.

So, why Bother doing good? Who cares after 10 years you passed away? Just because it is the life we suppose to rely on, or you believe in fate? Or your existence is totally depending on the other individuals, trying hard to achieve expectation of theirs. How pathetic. Yes, I shall bestow this phrase to myself.

I want to quit, if it is possible.