for TRULYMADLYDEEPLY.

so u know savage garden? no? ok. no harm =p but, they're REAL GOOD.

i kinda know them since i was 8? hahha, of course i didn't found out by myself, influenced by my bro ~ ~

since one of my friend complaint that i didn't update about my LIFE too much, i'll write an overall summary of it =) enjoy it man, gil =p

anyway. there is lots of stuff happening recently. 08-09 are the MOST DISASTROUS YEARS i have ever experienced in my life. [ps; stilll experiencING, to be frank...]

1st, deciding what subjs u re takin in yr12. (sounds like this is the easy part? NO srsly, NO!)
2nd, deciding what path (as in what field eg art, sci.. blah blah~)
3rd, personal probz. confusing and irritating as usual.
4th, tryin hard to study. (well, as u can see, the existence of internet ruins the HEALTHY LIFESTYLE of a 17 yr-old)
5th, stupid UMAT. (what is it? oh, this is the BRILLIANT PASS TO ENTER LA GRAND MED COURSE~ wel, i'll admit i made this HORRIBLE decision to experience the FREE ANGER & EXTRA ANXIOUSNESS)
6th, tryin hard for ENDLESS TESTS&EXAMS (NO KIDDING, 3TESTS IN ONE DAY? OR 4? oh yea, i m a mathscience freak, LOVE MY CALCS =p)
7th, actually deciding what course u're gonna take. (i did this in like one hour for 3 interstates applic. just for ur own info, i SLEPT at 05AM and woke up at 09AM to do this. ps: don't ever dare to try it if u're not a SKILLED VAMPIRE =) )
8th, arranging the preference. (like. ACTUALLY ARRANGING, 1,MED2,DENT3.PHARM..wel, din get in any of them lol)
9th, get told off by whoever that cares about you and your future ^ ^ (honestly, i thank them for that, if not... i would be crying like a baby right now.)
10th, be prepared for the TRIALS of the "TEA"~ (since the "tea" doesn't taste that nice, u basically freaked out. apparently alltrials suppose to taste a bit more bitter than the ACTUAL "TEA"... which is not true occasionally...)
11st, just jk. tee is around the corner. (... no comment T___T)
12nd, cry after ur tee ( my last one was PHYSICS. so cool man. my PAPERS basically RESONATES with my YAYs-WAHs, since its natural frequency is the same with my yells *KILLED by leen,loz if i'm goin to talk like that... opps, i mean, i can see the BLACK HOLES... tryin to atomize me ~__~)
13rd, wait for ur results. ( this is the part you'll have a TEMPORARY MEMORY LOST, or at least try to... so u can actually ENJOY ur holiday without the NON-STOP BUZZ of "TISC TISC TEE TEE..." yea. )
14th, gettin the results. (you know. the internet speed plays a CRITICAL ROLE here... as far as what i can tell.)
15th, gettin the offers. (same comment as above - -)
16th, decidin to accept or not. (for this. lots of ADVICES 'N MENTAL COUNSELLING, you'll be mentally disabled in the end. and choose sumthing RANDOM, hopefully NOT for you...)<- stil wanderin at this stage... ahhhh... CONFUSION. ABOUT. FUTURE. !__!
17th, enrollin and fillin random forms. (experienced this. wel. i'm kinda halfway through... very troubled. this involved lots of clickings and checkin out fees, how much $$$, wth&wtf is HECS-HELP, CommonwealthSuppPro, e-CAF.... yea. just very annoying...)
18th, actually gettin ENROLLED. ( unfortunately. i'm stil not there yet. T__T)
++ extra steps if you are going to somewhere that you HAVE NO IDEA TOTALLY.
19th, HOORAY! woah? NO UNIFORM... AHHH, BOTTLE GREEN, LOVIN' IT. uni is startin. whole new life? (doubt it srsly... how pessimistic? =p)
20th, OH. and sem1 exam is like... in 3 months? SOO SOO WONDERFUL! WHAT A PARADISE~ ( hahha... well. let's look forward to it.)


these 20 steps r VERYDETAILED as u can skim it with ur cones and rods. waht thehell is dat? it is ur photoreceptors... remember? NO? oh~ go to HBIO yr12 textbook for ref =p i guess. so... yea... hope u hv fun reading =)
ps;?stressed out a lot recently with all those uni stuff, i do apologize if the words offense u in anyway~ ^ ^ ~ ohoh and.... BOYS OVER FLOWER!! HyunJoong is extremely CUTE. ok same with BUMMIE =p hahhaha~~ this drama suits both UNDER18&ABOVE18 ^ ^ even my dad is watchin it..[i'm serious!] LOL~



xk.