DIRECTOR: Wan

PRODUCER: Jackie

ACTORs: Wan, Jackie, Eileen, Amrita

Once upon a time, there was a place called the Penny.

There were four cute, innocent child~ wan, jac, leen and amrita who studied there.

One day, the sweet and brilliant jac, decided to wag the celebration of the dwarf and the giant. She told her brilliant idea to the bouncy dumpling~ little wan. After a while, little wan decided to follow the brilliant path of sweet jac because she thought it was absolutely brilliant.

Finally, it comes to the day of the celebration of the dwarf and the giant. Sweet jac offered little wan to drop her off at her little cottage, the only condition is to let sweet jac to be the coachwoman~~ Little wan decided to take a risk and hand over her life to sweet jac because she believed that it is so cool?!

In the end of the day, Sweet jac and Little wan waited inside a water closet for the sparkling BMW X5 carriage to fetch them. However, the Adorable leen and Good hearted amrita rushed in and also decided to follow the brilliant path of Sweet jac as a Rebel because all of them thought it was ABSOLUTELY BRILLIANT.

They ran up and down to get themselves packed up and ready to go. By the way, Sweet jac found some dozen of Nice paper cups and decided to snatch it off.

Anyhow, they raced down the stairs and approached the gate quickly. However, they found out there was a guard watching over the gate. Four of the poor, innocent girls were horrified and immediately choose the other route. On the way crossing oasis, they found an unfriendly gardener staring at them weirdly. Once again, the naïve, scared girls were shocked and began to run. They don’t dare to look back even a bit.

Ultimately, they reached the very end of the staircase and got out from the boundaries of the Penny. They were panic and overwhelmed by the excitement of running away. Luckily, Sweet jac’s dad, the other professional coachman managed to come on time to rescue them. By that time the guard-- Mr Nutzzy finally realised they are running away from the celebration of the dwarf and the giant. The girls throw their luggage into the back of the carriage and quickly got into it. Mr Nutzzy was very infuriated by the girls for escaping the celebration. He started chasing the carriage by foot.

Unfortunately, the brand new BMW X5 carriage was too powerful. The brave and determined Mr Nutzzy was not able to catch up with it. The four innocent, little rebels were sweating all along. Their heart was throbbing so fast as if it would drop out from their mouth anytime. Thanks to the professional coachman, Sweet Jac’s dad, Little wan, Adorable leen and Good hearted amrita was able to reach cottage safely.

In the end, everyone got back to their hometown safely and lived happily forever after :)

kayx

the zanygentle

yo.

life, not depressing. but. quite aggressively annoying me myself.

sometimes i wonder, how weak and how strong someone can be.

have been sick for quite a long time recently... i think... i am actually quite weak? like physically.

that is what i thought long time ago. physically... that is what i thought of.

i never ever thought that i am extremely weak mentally too.

there is chaos every where, not only war and whatsoever going on around the world.

more and more conflict is starting to destruct myself.

yeah.

i have too many question that i couldn't ask. i have too many secret to hide from others.

to me.

nothing is definitely right or definitely wrong now, i am standing in the mist, having no idea.

totally lost but i can't stop.

i just keep going. losing control and everything fails to operate normally.

people kept asking me why am i like that. why do i change to some creature that i don't even recognize.

all i can say is.

it all seems to be imperfect. nothing more or nothing less than that. there aren't any equilibrium.

the world keep turning and that is the way how it should be.

so i am sorting out some normality of mine but i gave up so.

i am going to just live in my own world forever. and this is the fact that i always wanted to deny.

not good, yes. to be isolated there is no good for myself or for all.

and oh no, there is surely a god, behind all this, using a machine called faith to manipulate you foolish little human.

there you go, we shall be brave. shall be hard-working to overcome faith and create your own path? funny. amusing.

i shall congrats you to have such a meaningful life.

you see. i am not being sarcastic. it is just that i am stuck with the rebellion thing as if i haven't grown up and not to be allow to speak up aloud.

yeah, i am young and inexperience, that is why i can still be here and mumbling about nothing.

so what is the point anyway?

life is just a mystery, a story and a history.

that is what i thought of long time ago. and now, still. i believe in it.

it is a process, almost vague. the ending is a history. no one will remember at last?

will you? no, cause you are just being fooled by the belief and what you saw.

why can't the sky be green? i say it could be ridiculous cause you think so.

i am long lost with the idea of perfectionist. what the hell is that.

be the master of your life, if you can. and never ever regret :)


..grey..zany

lα şoмвяą ðεl vιзŋŧσ

ŝαŝΰηαяΰ fσявїδδεη lσvε `

his secret``

dedicated to Ј-σйε`

evil me.


~ 风零的影



Such a long time. I finally realized. yes.

Cause people keep telling me that I haven't update my blog for a long... long time...

I apologize for that. Sincerely :)

A lot has happened... and I use present tense cause it is STILL happening.

OH. and yea, today is the First day of my First exam in Auss. exciting? yes.

It is quite windy today... I got waken up early 8 am by dar'leen' (anger :P)

And, we (wel, loz and jazz included) get hyper, playing cards and stuff :) great fun :P

Sometimes, I have a weird feeling... I feel lost. lost in the turning up and down. everything.

I'm happy and I know. I'm thankful but I just don't know where am I?

I lost in the reality. I lost in the dream world. I lost in myself.

It is not depressing but quite funny instead.

I have always know what I am doing. for certain, because I'm those type of person who don't want any regrets exist in my lifetime.

This is the very first time I have ever questioned myself, in a curious way. What Are You Doing?

It is not just about what I am doing, it is also related to what I should do... What is the next step?

The planning... the planning about the future. And so for I ignored it, although. It is critical.

I heard someone said this phrase before, being indifferent is some kind of cruelty towards creature.

I think it is half right and half wrong. I agree with it because indifferent doesn't have positive connotation anyway. I disagree with it because it is not something that you can control or let it be. There are different types of indifferent. Indifferent towards other, indifferent towards yourself, indifferent towards the society or the worst of all, indifferent towards everything.

I feel deeply sorry for anyway who is holding this attitude right now, including myself.

Let's go back to my little dream. Yes, little dream. the title.

My little dream is. an author. I always want to be that... scriptwriter or whatever related to words and stories. I just can't help to fall for it.

I can't, so I try to be indifferent to myself. My very little tiny thoughts

My little confession.

I was being so foolish for the past few years, aren't I?

Therefore, I need to break free. I need a brand new aim.

I am telling myself to aim high, real high, and I haven't actually do it.

So, I have to make a change...

If life doesn't allow me to live that long, at least, I have no regret.

2 weeks left until my D-Day, so, I guess I should just make a move.

Be fresh :) and brave.

ViC

i want to mute myself. for certain reason. unspeakable reason.

it is not good, i know everything is not good enough for me, cause i just happen to be greedy.

i hate myself. seriously, i do. why should i?

cause i treat myself badly, i shape myself into an abnormal creature that i never want to approach.

paradox. contradiction. they can survive in a parallel way, although they are actually some sort of conflict. it happens in me, myself. most of the time.

i know nothing, in the meantime, i know everything that i suppose to know.

i want to explore more about myself. but i couldn't cause i know i'll be frightened by myself.

i'm too coward to face the another 'me'. not wanting to admit the 'antagonist' that is always there, influencing my own decision. instigates me to hurt the others, hypnotize me to play foolish game.

i shall be paralyze too, guessing so.


ViC

have you ever thought of life is meaningless? that is the topic of today....

i meant... no matter how the event or people have positive/negative impact on ya, one day, it will become memory someday...

memory that you might not wanna recall on... or you just treasure it very much...

anyway... either of them... it is just MEMORY...

people actually live on their own... independently... they should have... if someone is too dependent on something... or someone... he/she will suffer... a lot... as if nothing could last forever...

colours fade, people gone, words fall, voice mute...

you can never hope too much... not that you can't, but just don't ever dare to desire the perfect ending for every single story in your LIFE...

here i am, wandering in the center of nowhere... i'm a stranger to everything i'm not, i'm unfamiliar with..

i know, one day i ll, for sure to imitate everything surrounding me... wearing the mask i suppose to be...

so before the someday come along, i need a confession... to the world i never belong or i did before...

don't you ever care or adore me cause i m not the one you think i am... i m never in that way u bear witness... before or after...

i m suffocated myself in my tiny little corner for unstoppable modifications... it is quite weird to admit that... hell lots of thinking and interpreting to survive...

i don't even understand myself, there are conflicts and confusions developing along within entire of my life...

i think i should stop now in case the whole explanation get worse... whatever... i think i ll still continue in that way since it is my destiny...

to explain a bit bout y i'm being so moody recently... i'm kinda sick... yes, SICK...
I'm sick of myself... sick of everything surrounding me... excluding my frenz and family.... they are being nice... it is only me,mahself being mean and nasty... i hvta admit it... therefore i'm sick... both mentally and physically...

so, here you go... you might interpret that phrase as a pessimistic message from me... apparently it is... i'm that sort of person you'll get a bit annoyed coz i'm alwayz being too worried about everything... especially LIFE... i'm always messing around with the definition of life.... which came up with a conclusion that LIFE is kinda meaningless to hav discussion on.

i guess that's it.

welcome to my world,
silver purplish mist that surrounded me with suspension, here comes sweet death, neither hell nor heaven...

actually.... this is something i wrote last year Nov. I still think that it is pretty interesting... :) just wanna share with you guys... about my feelings. I always like to follow them, be true to your heart... cause you yourself understand the bearing of your life, therefore, you feeling will surely bring you to the perfect starting point.

luv
ViC

What should life be like? To you and me, the image projected on your mind right now, is different.

Of course, it should be anyway. Shouldn't it be just smooth and all good? Or you just need to be warm and fed. How sarcastic, when people is dying away because of random diseases, I am worried about failing my test.

I enjoy life, in fact, I do. It is just I don't know how to appreciate how lucky I am.

I apologize to myself, I don't purposely think negatively because I am.

Sometimes, it is pretty worthless and pointless, every task we attempted.

So, why Bother doing good? Who cares after 10 years you passed away? Just because it is the life we suppose to rely on, or you believe in fate? Or your existence is totally depending on the other individuals, trying hard to achieve expectation of theirs. How pathetic. Yes, I shall bestow this phrase to myself.

I want to quit, if it is possible.

One month since Valentine's day, which is quite a harsh period of time for me..

Struggling upon the mud of time management, soak by the slacker habit.

just. couldn't.

easy to say, hard to do.

I get knocked out when the temptations appear. How could I just surrender like that?

That easily... doesn't sounds like the original 'me'.

I say to IT ` i'm disappointed.

IT says` so do i. and asked what is going on? I feel the blindness in your heart?

I say` aww, how sad.

As if I, myself wasn't the one who is having the problem.

I'm too optimistic, over-confidence.

I love crosses, I always do... the intersection between horizontal and vertical lines.

The conflict between everything, the only different is the vector, isn't?

That is the only difference between human too.

My destiny. Your destiny. Our destiny.

We might be involved in someone destiny in some sort of random way.

I am not quite sure why I am saying that but I just want you all to know...

Everyone is important in other life cause each individuals are valuable.

Unless you look down upon yourself, unless you try to do something harmful to others.

Unless you get possessed by the evil spirit. . .

But god will forgive you anyway if you confess, that is what you thought.

Sometimes, things just doesn't turn into the right way when you think it will or it is going to be.

So, be good, be good to everyone, be an important and helpful individuals in everyone's journey.

No matter how short is your visit, it might turned up to be the turning point of that person.

You might have done something great in your lifetime without you yourself realize.

Don't turn away when there is problems, face it unless you will regret.

Choose and observe wisely, every single details that can help you in cleaning up of that obstacles.

And, try your very best. Old fashioned but useful.

oh, by the way... I think we ROCKED in the chapel XD DIDN'T we? (go! ave, sam, karina!)

luv
ViNCENt

Valentine's Day`

Let's dance,

Right in front of the Inferno Square.

We are definitely familiar to the steps,

Our soul is the perfect match.

It is the evidence of our commitment,

The Waltz of Crimson.

I saw butterflies surrounding me,

The shadow of my infatuated look，

Reflected in your ruby eyes.

Tears rolling down on your dark red cloak,

Your smile,

as beautiful as the poppy flower,

it is addictive as it usually be.

Couldn't survive without the illusion.

I couldn't imagine I will meet you somewhere,

In the reality.

You are my final fantasy.

ViNCENT

What a long day, seating on the reddish chair, there was a dude, kept talking, explaining, questioning and showing us, all about motivation.

I am pretty uncomfortable, it is not that the speech or presentation is not good enough, in contrast, it is pretty witty, how sweet. However, my back was hurting like hell, the whole morning... I try to scream or like just walk away from the PAC as if I really don't care. I really do, yes, I don't care!

No one can help, it's not that everyone surrounding you have professional medical experience, or any super power for healing others. I try to distract myself from smiling, talking, even walking around just as normal as I could, could I remain in this state until 3.30? I don't know.

I did take this health problem seriously, I have got medical checked-up and X-ray. During that period of time, I won't even react, I'm half-deaf, half-blind... I don't want to know anything, any other extra stuff that will add additional pressure to me, even smiling is so damn hard. I was depressed, seriously, it is not like kids blaming for toys and stuff, I know it.

My mind suddenly cast back to the time while I worked in RPH, as a pharmacy assistant, I helped around different department. There was one very special session which I get to checked up the patients in ED, ICU... Most of them, were serious injured, as you can imagine. But then, when you actually saw them, you will get reminded how lucky you are, right here, right now, still healthy. There are still heaps of chance for you out there.

My pain is NOTHING, really, compare with them, I learned how to tolerance, how to control myself, be strong.

Oh, by the way, I found one of the quote exceptionally meaningful through the presentation.

"Watch your thoughts, they become words.
Watch your words, they become actions.
Watch your actions, they become habits.
Watch your habits, they become character.
Watch your character, it becomes your Destiny."

by Frank Outlaw

ViNCENt

Overwhelmed by homework, as usual, I still slack around, browsing unprofitable websites, forums. I have to admit, including Blogger... kinda sarcastic, isn't true?

However, you know, majority of the human beings are just lack of self-control, as ave has always reminded me.

Therefore, this evening I am trying not to upset myself again, by sleeping at 02.00 am 4 days in a row if today is going to be it.

I guess what I am doing right now, is just recording my mind technically with words and phrases. When time pass by and some days I will find it interesting to read myself in the past.

Life is all about enjoy yourself in the meantime when you are suffering, there isn't any happiness when you don't even know what sorrow taste like. Life will be like a cup of plain water, emptiness in the air will invade.

One of my friend, she used to tell me that, the darkness of depressing, is always being contrasted with the brightness of thrilling. So that we all know how to treasure the precious moment when happiness dropped by.

Feel free to involved yourself into excitement, there is nothing can stop you from flying through the wings of freedom. No matter how many times you failed, or messed up with it, try it again, just do it.

I always tell myself, never regret with any choices, even if it is wrong, how do you even know it after all? It might be the consequences of the right way in reverse.

~ daily news

Maths, maths, science, science, and Science again.

Can't be bothered but it is pretty speechless when choices you made doesn't seem to be the perfect solution for yourself. Must bare with it, that is what my bossy little spirit.

Not fine, but okay.

And, happy birthday to the Princess of Heart, Mandy. We will definitely, never ever upset you no more.

luv
ViNCENt

Once in a Blue Moon, it is a brand new classic for 2007.

Being blue, I hope it isn't a bad starting after all. It isn't? Or it's?

'Beyond blue, there is still hope and love.', that is one of the quote I saw on an advertisement car. Sometimes, beyond blue, there is suicidal and torment... endless... we could never imagine.

I'm finding turning point, desperately. That's all life is about, reversing the fate.

The sin you have created, the estrangement of God. Desire to be forgive~

ViNCENt