S

for Slam Dunk.

yea yea yea~ i know, it is a REAL OLD anime. BUT STILL~

don't you think that kaede & hanamichi made a cute couple? NO? srsly? hahhaha.

SO. those two cuties are one of my fav now =) ahah.

changing&finding preferences for uni is just... DISASTROUS. and yea, i'm havin a freakin "enjoyable" time.

so... so... so... nothing much to talk bout now. except that I feel like killin some 'guy' =) [don't worry, i won't do it~ hahahaha~ i'm a true lady =p]



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T

for TER

hahahahhahahahaa...

NO JOKES. ALL GOOD. =)

hahahhahahahahaa...

well. 1st of all, congratz to everyone who got their results. we all worked hard for this very day.

and erm, yes, result is ALRIGHT.

Didn't get 1st pref BUT... EXPECTED. Once again, stupid umat =p

OHHHH and !!! I PASSED ENGLISH ps:as 1st language! hahahahahha~

never ever dreamt of that. so yea.



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Posted on 02:25 by l'Cie and filed under | 0 Comments »

S

for soju.

Soju = korean alcohol... ea? bet that people that watched kor drama ll know for sure.

taste... weird? what alcohol wouldn't taste weird? hahaha.

actually, bought it for preparation of 23.12.08.

TEE is coming out... right... BAD FEELING.

NEED ALCOHOL. ^ ^

酒不醉人人自醉.



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P

for Prisoner of Love by Utada Hikaru.

Just a prisoner of love. Prisoner of love...

This phrase is just simply repeated numerous time throughout the song.

以爱之名,禁锢你的肉灵.

以爱之名,蒙蔽你的眼睛.

以爱之名,侵蚀你的心情.



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Posted on 20:27 by l'Cie and filed under | 0 Comments »

A

for ambiguous.

I will continue to live this life. Because I must.

Live = eviL

Do you see the connection?

Yes, a life can create how much conflicts.

Everyone has a devil in their heart. And they never know when it will disappear.

Everyone has an angel in their heart. And they never know when it will resurface.

When the flame of contradiction is ignited, that is when the conflict is created.

I shall cherish the peace of my mind, for now.



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C

for CHANGE~

heeee~RIGHT~ Kimura Takuya~ DAISENPAI in Johnny's ~ I was like~ WAHT?

kimura is from johnny's? when i officially knew that~ hahaha~

so erm anyway~ i kinda knew him when i was 9? about the same time as yutaka&takashi[~ PS~ yutaka should realllly get married, this person has 0 scandal, unbelievable, right?~]

ehem~ after all, i didn't favor kimura that much coz he isn't that appealing... erm i mean, not my type~ hahhaa~

soooo... until now~ 9 years later~ after watchin the mega-kakoii ikemen Prime Minister~ AHHHHH~ kamisama~ srsly, please create more politician that resembles him~~~~

oh well, not much of a hope, right? nevermind, let's pray for the best ^ ^

should really get onto my cutie pie's fic~ eekz~ tomayama?yamatoma? the -zawa couple~

mah~ so. although it is really really sad that the taiwan trip has been canceled due to the whole gastric thingy~

I still have GREAT HOLIDAY~ thanks to all my friend esp chyi&san~ my kawaii BEAR-chan[no name yet]~ coollll dramas+movies, and of course my lovelybb dad ^ ^ so to all my most loving friends in auussie~ don't worry about me too much ey~ ENJOY ur holiday tooo ~

and to san&chyi~ HAVE A SAFE TRIP to S'pore~ take lotsa pics+don't forget to buy me presents toooo~~ ehehe~



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C

for Code Blue~

mah~ srsly, this is ... well, I'm not trying to advertise P-sama's drama~ it is just that~

erm, went to hospital~ like ER [emergency room]~

obviously something is wrong with me BUT~ this is not the main point.

eventually, I didn't get into med due to the erm... interestingly ridiculous system? umat? ~ [haha~ at least i'm smarter then 63% of the candidates~ hohoho~ whatthexxxx??]

RIGHT~ in conclusion, doctor is a really really good career, at least I think so, despite all the restlessness and stuff. it might sound extremely childish BUT saving people's life is just wonderful =)

well~ at least I'm going to have a doctor-to-be friend ey, right av? ALL THE BEST for your interviews and stuff ^ ^ same with vern [well, dentist-to-be] =)

in case anyone is curious why I'm in ER which I assume not, it is just little gastic prob, as usual~ i really hate my stomach~ hahaha~ no jokes - -

ah~ need to start thinking about my fic~ I was a bit put off recently~ eekz, plus some technical prob of the laptop which is NOT MY BROKEN LCD TOSHIBA~ still, worst then my lovely BROKEN LCD TOSHIBA T__T

OH! actually I need to thanks two of my friends which will remain anonymous in this case~ haha~ they gave me a lot of INSPIRATION, I guess more like STORIES?



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Posted on 23:59 by l'Cie and filed under | 3 Comments »

N

for Nodame Cantabile~~~

BRAVO BRAVO BRAVO~

*clapsclapsclapsclapsclapsclaps*

Background Music 100%

Storyline 100%

Cast 100%

plus~ Tamaki Hiroshi & Ueno Juri~~~ Yaoou~~~ 100%+++++

so, the conclusion IS PERFECTO~~~~

YES~ watch it & you will enjoy the wonderful soul of classical music =)

looking forward to Love Shuffle next year~~ tamaki&shota~ yaoouuu~~

OH~ a big thanks to my lovely cousin who introduced me to this particular drama~ arigato ne~

AND~ an early OMEDETO & congratulations to all my friends that is going to graduate on 8th of Dec~

ALL THE BEST FOR OUR FUTURE~ YAOOOU~~~

pspsps~ watched twilight AGAIN~ Edwardsama is stilll~ kakoii desu!! of course, our Chiakisama is also super duper kakoii~ [self doubt: ermm... this doesn't look like normal diary ey? more like 'fangirl's everyday collection'?]



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T

for TWILIGHT~~~~

hahahahahahahhahaa~ IT IS AMAZING, FANTASTIC, GORGEOUS~

right... and what else? don't really know thou =p

I mean, seriously, Bella is actually far more beautiful than the 'actual Bella', she can pass as a vampire~ well, obviously for the Cullen family~

let's see, Carlisle & Esme, well portrayed. Carlisle is very BLOND~ haha.

Emmett & Rosalie, yeap~ not much of a story for them, but they have done a good job.

Jasper & Alice~ hahhaa~ Alice, very graceful. And I SWEAR, EVERYONE in the cinema BURST OUT in LAUGHTER when Jasper came on screen~ his eyes, quite amusing.

And and and, finally, our knight of the night~ EDWARD ^ ^ intense stares everywhere, DE fav "crooked smile"~ Alright~ he is actually cute =) well, might as well add hot into the description?

looking forward to the following days. shall watch another real life 'Romeo & Juliet'? haha ^ ^

PS: Tackey's Romeo & Juliet SP is well eventually interesting~ hee, a bit boring BUT who cares~
OH OH OH~ FFVII's fics are totally seductive~ GO SEPHXCLOUD? & ZACKXCLOUD~



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Posted on 23:17 by l'Cie and filed under | 0 Comments »

P

for PSP & yamaP

hahaha, what should I say?

technology, technology~ ohhh~ just like a magic~

you will never imagine how SMOOTH the GRAPHICS are until you touch the button~

you can't even imagine how SLIM&LITE the PSP is until you hold it in your hand~

I shall say it is a bit late, BUT~ still worth it~ 2 years~~ whoaaa~

Congratz to P-sama~ COLOR is NICE =)

anyway~ hope everything will go smoothly.

Av, thanks for your letter =)

Jac, thanks for your 'delivery' services~ [erm, not like you'll see this BUT] ^ ^

and finally, BRAVO~ CRISIS CORE~



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L

for LIAR GAME. A game for liar. A game CREATED by HUMAN.

Humans live under masks. Indefinite. Invisible.

LIFE itself is a liar game.

So what? Who cares?

Right? =)

单恋是种罪,自欺然沉醉。

就让我落坠,白夜里沉睡。

那无声的泪,记忆里枯萎。

潸然的迂回,白昼里成灰。



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Posted on 23:47 by l'Cie and filed under | 0 Comments »

A

for Amigo ~

hee~ ?

oh well~ life is... alright. i guess?

should be good but not. quite speechless actually.

generally, had a good day, playing lots of sims new exp pack.

right, not much to say. was just talking to av, found out my blogs were abandoned =p

decided to start a new one?

spending like... 1 hr to decide the name? lotsa names were... unavailable...

almost put 'iwannakillu' for the url... obviously, decided not to. haha.

yeap, will talk about other stuff later, maybe tmr? or not? who knows.

oh yea~ HAPPY BIRTHDAY~ LOZ...

althou it is a bit late... hehe~

anyway~ rightt~ just watched some vids~ and~

MINnie is CUTE =) be mine ~ [just ignore this phrase, like... yea.. - -]



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Posted on 22:04 by l'Cie and filed under | 0 Comments »

独怅










快三个月了,感觉随着时间冲淡。

或许我是个薄情的人吧。

偶尔,只是偶尔...

还是会想起你。

应该是,你的手?

就算脸蛋开始模糊,仍然记得那份触感。

那是一种,被保护的感觉。

在你的指纹间漫游,十指紧扣,随你浪迹天涯。

我可以忘记你阳光的笑脸,甚至是与众不同的嗓音,但是忘不了...

应该是说,下意识的不想忘记...

这份美好。

或许下一次,当你露出腼腆的笑颜,我会主动和你说话。

或许下一次,当你绅士地对待我时,我会为你放下矜持。

或许下一次,当你缓缓地伸出手,我会毫不犹豫的牵起。

或许下一次...

对,这如晚风般柔软的触感,让我有所期待。

又或许是我多虑,你的多情,只是一种礼貌。

请原谅我的多疑.

快两年了,或许下一次...

又会在何时?

原谅我没让你看懂我的文字,薄情的我无法负担太沉重的情感。

那个她,我是注定无缘拥有;至于你,或许也不属于我。

没关系,习惯了。

夜半时分,只要有旋律,方块字的陪伴就好。

一个人。就好了。




酷泣





Posted on 20:50 by l'Cie and filed under | 0 Comments »

随缘








每个人,都想当上上帝的宠儿。

是的,我也希望自己是那个幸运儿。

但是,事与愿违。

就这样,我无奈的人生在偶然的恍然大悟中展开。

有时候就算不明白,也要说服自己去接受。

有时候就算被伤害,也要鼓励自己去承受。

有时候就算很悲哀,也要勉励自己别忧愁。

有时候,有时候,有时候。

很多这样子的时候,我除了苦思冥想,做一些微不足道的改变之外...

只能继续无奈,默默地等待契机与奇迹的临幸。

我笑。笑世间的何苦。

我笑。笑世间的情谱。

我笑。笑世间的日暮。

可是谁能逃过这些劫数?

我只能继续微笑,因为我深感害怕。

或许有一天我不再懂得快乐的根源。

或许有一天我不再懂得美丽的目眩。

或许有一天我不在懂得心悸的恋眷。

那时候的我,恐怕不会再微笑。

也不能发自真心的微笑。

随缘吧,随缘。

但愿成长的代价能够带来更多智慧与勇气。



酷泣



Posted on 16:30 by l'Cie and filed under | 0 Comments »

无常








倘若让我重新选择。。。

每个人都会这么想,不是么?

可是那真的没有用,因为所谓的倘若不能在生活里实现。

我的回忆里都充满着倘若。

在这片黑白灰的记忆里,只有碎片残骸。

偶然出现的七彩,总会在瞬间被浓雾所覆盖。

可我能怎么办,我不能怎么办。

随它去吧,我即生为此人,就必为此人。

曾经怀抱着的崇高理想,早就被尔诈我虞的现实所摧残。

我没有梦想,没有希望,我有的只是未知。

那些自尊,怜悯,美德不能让你生存。

学习坚持不懈吧,那才能让你在寒风中忍受颤栗。

学习残酷寡情吧,那才能让你在背叛中保持理智。

学习低声下气吧,那才能让你在人生中丰衣足食。

心字头上一把刀,忍耐的结局是让你能风调雨顺。

曾几何时,我不再有权利去哀叹。

年少轻狂,可我却开始恐惧死亡。

流连忘返,只是为了让神经麻痹。

斟酌万千,却换来一身老气横秋。

纵眼大千世界,我只不过是个比一般牲畜多些智慧的灵长类。

人生终究无常。




酷泣




Posted on 20:19 by l'Cie and filed under | 0 Comments »

暗愁







恐惧白昼黑夜。

醉生梦死,不想看见日落日出。

生活的每一天,只知道努力坚持,却始终不知道为了什么。

我踏上了寻觅的旅途,去探索我生命中不小心缺席的一部分。

是不是每个人都曾经迷惘过?

我始终相信时间会褪去不安和惆怅。

那个时候,我就能真正翱翔于属于自己的晴空。



酷泣




Posted on 13:06 by l'Cie and filed under | 0 Comments »

自私








我爱你。

这三个字,对我来说,太过沉重。

看过无数真假虚实,我开始分不清。

大家都说,喜欢是淡淡的爱。

那么,爱是浓浓的喜欢么?

就我来看,这两个词的本质上有很大的差距。

我不懂,因为我,太自私。

我最爱的,还是自己。

我怀疑,这辈子,我会爱上任何人么?

这世界最让人为之动容的,就是爱情,为什么?

从懵懂无知,到看清世事。

其实不用很长时间,只要给你一天,面对死亡,就能够改变你所有的人生观。

好的坏的,全靠自己的造化。

我看见的,其实不多,只是我开始了解,用情之深,切肤之痛。

如果不想要颠倒起伏,那就淡淡的过生活,千万别介入他人的人生。

我笑,笑自己的无奈,笑自己的漠然。

所谓的灵魂,可以在一夕间崩溃瓦解,也可以在一夕间升华璀璨。

活着的人们,只是在证实,痛苦的正解,快乐的短暂。



酷泣



Posted on 16:34 by l'Cie and filed under | 0 Comments »

意义











身为一个人,你生存的意义是什么?

我爸常说,你有打算要做什么有意义的事情么?

一般上,我都回报以微笑,这对以前的我来说,无解。

很多时候,我都想当个与众非凡的人。

所以我总是特立独行,要求标新立异。

而这个时候,我就会遭到排挤,旁人疑惑的眼光就会投视在我身上。

这是一种病态的快感,我不否认,我曾经乐此不疲。

随着逐渐成长的身心,我开始感到无谓和无奈。

我追求的生活,难道就只是如此片面?

还是说,我的本质如是肤浅。

渐渐的,我第一次怀疑自己存在的价值。

看着一天又一天颓废下去的自己,我感慨。

放弃自我,疏离原则,如此简单。

那尚存的一丝丝理智,让我继续苟延残喘。

我不断地自问自答,不断地探索真理。

然后我发现,原来真理一直都烙在心坎里。

我要的快乐,我要的未来,并不只有我自己。

初次意识到,我长大了,需要背负的责任,需要谅解的能力,需要认真的生活。

我开始感谢上苍,赐予我一个不算完美但可爱的家庭。

我开始感谢上苍,赐予我几个了解我并包容我的好友。

我开始感谢上苍,赐予我充满挑战却有惊无险的人生。

我开始感谢上苍,赐予我平凡外貌和不算太笨的脑袋。

是的,这十多年我都挺过来了,那接下来的人生,我一定也能够乐观地活下去。

生离死别,虽会造成不小的创伤,但不足于摧毁我的勇气。

我生存的意义,其实不只是为了别人,也为了自己。

没有为什么,因为你认真生活的每一天,每一个笑容,就代表生存的意义。



酷泣



Posted on 17:55 by l'Cie and filed under | 0 Comments »

'08 部落格









新年快乐

岁月匆匆

年华似水

珍惜时光



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