3 seconds.

我用三秒，在狂风中刻画三个字。

我用三秒，在急流中划破三步诗。

我用三秒，在烈火中烙上三生誓。

不去理会，那狂风中寒冽的痛刺。

不去理会，那急流中无情的打湿。

不去理会，那烈火中骇人的侵蚀。

我要三秒，给你蜃景幻世。

我要三秒，为你偷天换日。

我要三秒，陪你三生三世。

不要怀疑，那蜃景的虚实。

不要怀疑，那艳阳的热炽。

不要怀疑，那承诺的真挚。

你是否忘了那三生石上的山盟海誓？



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for driving PART II>

well. yea. took the test thing today. whoa. [why whoa? oh, basically i just started STUDYIN/PRACTICIN like 18 hrs prior to the test....?]... documents needed was ENDLESS. EEKZ man.

anyway. I PASSEEEED =) hahha. now it's time to hav sum REALFUN. DRIVEDRIVINEY. =p

was thinkin bout the whole drivin lesson thing after dat... still worried. my god. [btw, thx to leen&loz... for the info~]

think i should sleep earlier next time coz it says "YOU SHOULD NOT DRIVE IF YOU'RE TIRED." in the theory test =p lol.



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for driving.

ok... as a person well... almost the age of goin to R rated movie by urself... it is time to take on ur own RESPONSIBILITIES... eg. drivin by urself... not others fetchin u...

eekz. not that i don't fancy car eg.auditt... stuff like dat... in fact, i'm in love with them... [through my NeedForSPEED for sure. what? whatisthat? IT'S the bibleforSPORTCARGAMERs =)] just that, i'm really really curious bout my ability to handle whole safety&drivin thing.[once again, i'vebeen SPEEDING with my lil LAMBORGHINI so very frequently, literally EVERYDAY!]

so... my dad&bro are complainin endlessly... eg. ppl hv been rushin off for drivin... look at u... lazybumm....blahblahblah. and well, as u can see, i'm a GOODKID =p immediately went to checkout the cute lil THEORYQUIZ.

it was... actually quite interestin =) [aha. afterafewtryyes~] anyway... just hope that the whole theory test thing ll turn up alright... pray to god man. T__T [extrachargeof17.40AUD...notsogoodifiFAILED.]



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for mei-chan no shitsuji.

=) fantasy type of jap dorama. shizumahiro portrayed the perfect butler PERFECTLY.
mei-chan is cute as well~

there are only 2 epis on, craving for more~

so, i've decided to list out the stuff i'm goin to watch for the next couple of months.

1.meichan no shitsuji. [well.hiro is appealing as you can tell from my description... lotsa comedy.]
2.boys over flower. [ermm.. yea. i hv been following this thing for years&years... haunt me in my dream man~ but stil love it =) hanazawa rui~ ]
3.love shuffle. [tamaki~shota~ c'mon. thses two just made the whole dorama delicious ^ ^ plus the sensei's voice is really attractive as well~ hohoho.]
4.VOICE. [ohoh. eitaxtoma ^ ^ the lovable, charming & cute lil things... just a lil warnin here, it's bout anatomy&forensic...]
5.kami no shizuku. [ok. first thing first, you like wine? no? ok... might be boring for you. but the way kame drink&taste&smell wine is pretty... cool... so... yea...]
6.kiina. [once again... i like those detective type of novels. this is basically what it's bout. kannomiho is a very experienced actress~]


i think basically that's it for now. ja~



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我是一个会跳舞的人偶。

快乐的，炫目的，完美的。

不断的舞着，旋转，笑着。

令人昏眩的回旋不会影响我的视线。

高难度的动作并不会成为我的障碍。

挂在脸上的笑容不会因疲惫而停止。

音乐的终点从来不会让舞就此结束。

观众的喜怒哀乐不会让我产生共鸣。


我只是一个人偶。

会跳舞的，人偶。



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for Enrollment.

Not good. I mean seriously. Walking around like a freak in uni is BAD. Very BAD.

Especially when you hv 0 friend... [thank god my dad was dere... if not i ll be DOOMED mentally]

so very inexperience. just running around whole day. long queue... tired of standing... talking... fake smiles... bored... taking id pics[i'm petrified basically... i think my tiredness totally reflects in the student id pics... how horrible? it's goin to be dere for 4-5yrs... geez.]... bankaccount... booklists!!... AND TIMETABLE.[THIS IRRITATING LITTLE THING... not little in fact... spend hours&hours checkin*checkin*checkin... re-checkin...omg. so OMG. no exaggeration here. whoever did dat ll feel the same way.]

enough of this. i'm goin to watch my little shows now... ehem. that'll lightened up the tensed atmos a bit. hopefully... ps:VOICE[eitaxtomaissodarncute!]



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for Or. Options.

It is not necessary to always have OPTIONS in your daily life.

I mean. at least for me, some of the past experiences weren't purely my own decision.

so what if you have OPTIONS... there is always pros&cons.
THREE things come together =) BUY ONE FREE TWO.~

oh wel... not much to talk about now. very very confused~

tell me. tell me. tell me. (with WonderGirls' dance move ^ ^)
MATHS or SCIENCE? - -

i know i'll find this post real hilarious in one yr time... after i hv finished the so-called FRESHMAN YR. {hope i actually survived...} i'll bet a milliondollar on it =p [monopoly cash ey]

the thing is... i'm still not there yet? duh... if not i wouldn't be bloggin everysecond here like some jobless/slacker =p
[let's see... i might be punchin the CALC, drawin some xsquares-or sumthing more complicated to be sure-GRAPHS. OR, feelin the holiness of MEDICINE~ memorizing sumthing like tetrahydrablahblahblah endlessly...? instead... ]

ok. i'm tired. got sick again ToT guess i stressed too much...

anyway, watchin drama is a MUST to rectify the sickness =p hahhaa, tomaxeita entertains me very very much... where is my cutiepie AIZAWAsama?



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for TRULYMADLYDEEPLY.

so u know savage garden? no? ok. no harm =p but, they're REAL GOOD.

i kinda know them since i was 8? hahha, of course i didn't found out by myself, influenced by my bro ~ ~

since one of my friend complaint that i didn't update about my LIFE too much, i'll write an overall summary of it =) enjoy it man, gil =p

anyway. there is lots of stuff happening recently. 08-09 are the MOST DISASTROUS YEARS i have ever experienced in my life. [ps; stilll experiencING, to be frank...]

1st, deciding what subjs u re takin in yr12. (sounds like this is the easy part? NO srsly, NO!)
2nd, deciding what path (as in what field eg art, sci.. blah blah~)
3rd, personal probz. confusing and irritating as usual.
4th, tryin hard to study. (well, as u can see, the existence of internet ruins the HEALTHY LIFESTYLE of a 17 yr-old)
5th, stupid UMAT. (what is it? oh, this is the BRILLIANT PASS TO ENTER LA GRAND MED COURSE~ wel, i'll admit i made this HORRIBLE decision to experience the FREE ANGER & EXTRA ANXIOUSNESS)
6th, tryin hard for ENDLESS TESTS&EXAMS (NO KIDDING, 3TESTS IN ONE DAY? OR 4? oh yea, i m a mathscience freak, LOVE MY CALCS =p)
7th, actually deciding what course u're gonna take. (i did this in like one hour for 3 interstates applic. just for ur own info, i SLEPT at 05AM and woke up at 09AM to do this. ps: don't ever dare to try it if u're not a SKILLED VAMPIRE =) )
8th, arranging the preference. (like. ACTUALLY ARRANGING, 1,MED2,DENT3.PHARM..wel, din get in any of them lol)
9th, get told off by whoever that cares about you and your future ^ ^ (honestly, i thank them for that, if not... i would be crying like a baby right now.)
10th, be prepared for the TRIALS of the "TEA"~ (since the "tea" doesn't taste that nice, u basically freaked out. apparently alltrials suppose to taste a bit more bitter than the ACTUAL "TEA"... which is not true occasionally...)
11st, just jk. tee is around the corner. (... no comment T___T)
12nd, cry after ur tee ( my last one was PHYSICS. so cool man. my PAPERS basically RESONATES with my YAYs-WAHs, since its natural frequency is the same with my yells *KILLED by leen,loz if i'm goin to talk like that... opps, i mean, i can see the BLACK HOLES... tryin to atomize me ~__~)
13rd, wait for ur results. ( this is the part you'll have a TEMPORARY MEMORY LOST, or at least try to... so u can actually ENJOY ur holiday without the NON-STOP BUZZ of "TISC TISC TEE TEE..." yea. )
14th, gettin the results. (you know. the internet speed plays a CRITICAL ROLE here... as far as what i can tell.)
15th, gettin the offers. (same comment as above - -)
16th, decidin to accept or not. (for this. lots of ADVICES 'N MENTAL COUNSELLING, you'll be mentally disabled in the end. and choose sumthing RANDOM, hopefully NOT for you...)<- stil wanderin at this stage... ahhhh... CONFUSION. ABOUT. FUTURE. !__!
17th, enrollin and fillin random forms. (experienced this. wel. i'm kinda halfway through... very troubled. this involved lots of clickings and checkin out fees, how much $$$, wth&wtf is HECS-HELP, CommonwealthSuppPro, e-CAF.... yea. just very annoying...)
18th, actually gettin ENROLLED. ( unfortunately. i'm stil not there yet. T__T)
++ extra steps if you are going to somewhere that you HAVE NO IDEA TOTALLY.
19th, HOORAY! woah? NO UNIFORM... AHHH, BOTTLE GREEN, LOVIN' IT. uni is startin. whole new life? (doubt it srsly... how pessimistic? =p)
20th, OH. and sem1 exam is like... in 3 months? SOO SOO WONDERFUL! WHAT A PARADISE~ ( hahha... well. let's look forward to it.)


these 20 steps r VERYDETAILED as u can skim it with ur cones and rods. waht thehell is dat? it is ur photoreceptors... remember? NO? oh~ go to HBIO yr12 textbook for ref =p i guess. so... yea... hope u hv fun reading =)
ps;?stressed out a lot recently with all those uni stuff, i do apologize if the words offense u in anyway~ ^ ^ ~ ohoh and.... BOYS OVER FLOWER!! HyunJoong is extremely CUTE. ok same with BUMMIE =p hahhaha~~ this drama suits both UNDER18&ABOVE18 ^ ^ even my dad is watchin it..[i'm serious!] LOL~



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爱是一首诗歌，字字句句带情。

爱是一封简讯，看了会心一笑。

爱是一个微笑，而后雀跃不已。

爱是一个拥抱，让人感到温暖。

爱是一缕青烟，摸不着抓不牢。



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你不是真正的快乐。

你的笑只是你穿的保护色。

-五月天



其实笑容又很多种。不是吗？

犹记得初中统考时写过这么一篇文章，题目是微笑。

我只记得最后一段写的是，亡者安然的笑容。

生命的终章，安详的微笑，完美的结局。

那活着的我们，为什么不要尽情的笑呢？

就算只是保护色，若能让周遭的人安心，为什么不这么做？

所以我努力微笑，隐忍伤痛，有一天，一切都会过去。

十年后回首，无论多刻骨铭心的记忆，我们通常会一笑置之。

别等到十年后了，现在就开始吧，学会看淡一切。

这样，就没有什么不能够放下的事情了。



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